Healing Childhood Sexual Abuse: When the World Doesn’t Believe You

Disclaimer: This article discusses healing childhood sexual abuse as an adult and stigma. It explores what healing looks like when the people around you — including professionals — don’t believe it’s possible. Healing is possible, but it is often a gradual journey that requires patience, persistence, and curiosity. If you feel activated while reading, please prioritize your safety and well-being.

Can you heal from childhood sexual abuse?

One hundred people — therapists, counsellors, social workers and clients — in a room. All is silent. What’s next? They are looking at her. She sits next to the constellation facilitator, her head down. What were the incidents in your relationship with your family? The facilitator asks. Sexual abuse and violence. Her voice breaks. A shocked murmur spreads.

How does this murmur make her feel? I look at her. She shrinks in her seat.

You can never overcome the effects of sexual abuse. Poor thing, she’ll never recover. The voice of my colleague — a counsellor — cuts through my thoughts. I open my mouth, and I want to tell her: it is possible to heal childhood sexual abuse. That is my experience. It is my truth.

I stayed silent that day. I did not know how to express this complex journey. I wish I hadn’t.

When your family doesn’t believe your sexual abuse disclosure

This article is written for survivors navigating disbelief — not for those invested in denying their reality. You deserve to be believed. And while you cannot control others’ responses, you can choose where you seek support.

When disclosure breaks the family system

The harsh reality is that while I have many clients who have experienced childhood sexual abuse, I rarely see dynamics where the family went through the painful healing process to integrate these experiences healthily. More often, I see that the survivor is being dismissed or scapegoated and the perpetrator protected (if they are a family member).

Losing your family after disclosure

Disclosure often breaks families apart, and the person who survived childhood sexual abuse has another loss and burden – loss of family of origin or being scapegoated and blamed. None of it is healthy, but another layer of loss and pain.

This is for you — the person navigating what it means to heal when the people around you have chosen not to believe you. When your family protects the person who harmed you. When a professional looks at you with pity or skepticism instead of possibility. When you’ve learned, slowly and painfully, that “we believe survivors” is often a slogan rather than a practice.

If you’re still reading, you probably know what I mean.

The hidden stigma survivors of childhood sexual abuse face

We’re told the problem is out there — in extreme cases, in powerful men, in distant networks of exploitation. And yes, those things are real. However, it is more likely to happen within families, among friends, or among acquaintances. While public focus stays on perpetrators, we often forget about the stigma and the daily questions survivors face, which are much closer to home.

How stigma shows up in family systems

Stigma lives in the family system or circle of friends that reorganizes itself around protecting the perpetrator rather than believing you. It lives in the holiday dinner you’re expected to attend, the silence you’re expected to maintain, the version of events everyone else agrees to uphold.

It lives in “he’s always been kind to me” — a sentence that positions your experience as a misunderstanding rather than a truth. Or you are being told to “just get over it” or that “you are too emotional.” (I want to acknowledge that sexual abuse can be committed by any gender, though the majority of (known) perpetrators are male-identified for child sexual abuse).

Dating and relationships after stigma

It lives in people who would refuse to date somebody who has experienced sexual abuse or start to look down on you if they knew.

Professional spaces aren’t immune to stigma

It lives in professional spaces, too. I know this not only as a clinician but as a survivor who wrote a memoir about healing childhood sexual abuse and handed it to the world. A publicist told me I had made it up. A book coach and counsellor told me I couldn’t claim that I had healed. She didn’t know me. She had no basis for that judgment beyond her own unexamined belief that healing from this wasn’t possible.

Both were women. Both were in roles designed to support. That’s not an anomaly — that’s how deep the stigma runs. It doesn’t exempt people based on gender, profession, or good intentions.

The risk of being honest about sexual abuse

The unanswered questions – How do I disclose it to my family? What is the most empowering word to even label it? How can I find a partner who respects me and doesn’t stigmatize me? The reality is, it is a risk in our society to be honest about your experience of sexual abuse. You don’t know how others will respond.

All these questions – or any other question you might have are valid. Finding answers that empower you is an important part of your healing process.

When a therapist doesn’t believe you: Professional stigma in trauma recovery

I don’t know about you, but I had a hard time finding a healthy mental health professional for my own healing.

“I understand” without lived experience

One mental health professional told me, “He understands.” I found this comment very confusing. Part of me felt angry. I was wondering how he could understand the stigma? How could he understand the lived experience of sexual abuse and how it had affected my life?

I asked him whether he had experienced sexual abuse as a child. He gave a vague answer that likely was no. “I understand” without lived experience isn’t empathy. It’s a performance of empathy that puts the survivor in the position of managing the professional’s need to be helpful.

Trauma-informed care is built on transparency — and this experience taught me what that actually means in practice. Not telling my story, but sharing the label – and being honest if I don’t.

Pity is not compassion

My first therapist did not say anything else but “that’s horrible” with pity on her face. Pity isn’t compassion. Pity comes with a power dynamic. It says, “I am better than you.” Our sessions were weird. I came twice a week, but after nearly a year, nothing ever got better – the reality is that the therapeutic relationship added another layer of harm due to her stigmatization. It took me another three years to heal it.

How stigma becomes internalized

Stigma is a powerful dynamic. When we encounter it repeatedly — from family, from professionals, from the world — we begin to internalize it. We look down on ourselves through other people’s eyes. The shame that was never yours to carry becomes indistinguishable from who you are.

Back then, I felt too ashamed to speak up. Of course I did — that’s exactly what internalized stigma does. It silences you in the very moments when you most need to advocate for yourself. It internally may tell you: “It’s all your fault. You are bad.” Each time I disclosed in my healing journey – ‘sexual abuse,’ I had this pit in my stomach: how would people respond?

When a therapist doesn’t believe that healing is possible

My first therapist never explained that there was a pathway to healing. I assume she never saw it as an option for me. There’s a particular damage that happens when the people trained to help carry their own unresolved beliefs about what’s possible for survivors.

What trauma-informed practice should look like

Later on in my systemic constellation training, our trainers held us accountable for dismantling our unconscious biases towards survivors. They believed that we were in a relationship and that our biases and attitudes may influence what’s possible for our clients. Their approach resonated deeply with me because of my own experience.

I was lucky to find mental health professionals who worked for me. A coach was very helpful – she admitted she had worked in a domestic violence shelter. She just said I don’t have your experience. My childhood was relatively healthy. I found her honesty refreshing and trusted her. She was actually one of the most healing experiences, apart from somatic work. She gave me space to tell my story.

My trainers for systemic constellations, alongside other facilitators on my healing journey, looked at me with strength, not horror. They saw my resources and my dignity while supporting my healing journey. I came to this work after reading two books, one about healing sexual abuse and another one about systemic constellations. They offered the perspective that sexual abuse can be healed – if fully accepted and integrated.

The quality of the therapeutic relationship matters

A counsellor who quietly believes you cannot truly heal will transmit that ceiling to you — in what they offer, in how far they’re willing to go, in the subtle language of limitation rather than possibility. You may not even be able to name what feels wrong. You just know that something in the room is telling you not to reach too far.

And then there are the less subtle versions. The professional who receives your story and returns it without a word. The professional who hears your story and goes into shock. The professional who stops working with you because they “can’t handle it.” I have not yet met a survivor who wasn’t harmed by a counsellor who ended therapy with them (even if it was in the range of ethical practice). It usually translates to: “I am too damaged.” I am too much.

These experiences are not rare aberrations. They are part of what survivors may have to navigate. Not just in their families, not just in the justice system — but inside the very structures designed to help them.

Naming this is not bitterness. It is acknowledging reality.

Legal justice vs. psychological healing after sexual abuse

Right now, public conversation is loud about the Epstein files. People are angry about powerful men and the protection they receive. That anger is not wrong — but incomplete. It excludes survivors. Legal justice matters, but it won’t heal the psychological impact of trauma, dismantle social dynamics that may lead to it directly or indirectly or transform stigma that is still prevalent in our society.

Public outrage, private disbelief

I sometimes silently wonder how many of those who know demand justice loudly would believe a survivor’s disclosure in their own families? My family was middle-class, with no outside signs of the inner dysfunction.

How many people who share think-pieces about believing survivors would shift towards “Well, I know him, and he would never” if the accused were a friend? How many of them are really looking at survivors and challenging their unconscious biases? How many would date a survivor of sexual abuse or sexual exploitation without seeing them as broken?

Disclosure challenges our perceptions of others. The question is, – as those who are not affected by it – are we willing to change them, or do we lean into denial?

And yet — healing sexual abuse is real

I am not writing this from a place of despair – I can see how the world responds and silently disagree with it. I’m writing it from the other side of a healing process that I lived, that I documented, and that I was told — by professionals who didn’t know me — I had no right to claim.

I’m claiming it anyway.

What research says about healing from childhood sexual abuse

Healing from childhood sexual abuse is possible. Not linear. Not without facing the pain. The dominance of symptom-focused research has often overshadowed this capacity for reorganization and growth — but the science does not support the idea that survivors are permanently damaged. The sad part is that most research isn’t trauma-informed. It looks at survivors as what is wrong with you instead of seeing symptoms as adaptive coping skills that helped you survive extreme circumstances.

We can’t change the fact that it has happened to us, but we can work through the impact it had on our bodies, minds, and emotions. Healing doesn’t make stigma disappear from the world around you, but you can learn to empower yourself when it shows up. Real healing means reconnecting to what was lost in trauma, to rebuild the capacity to trust yourself and build a life that belongs to you.

Post-traumatic growth after sexual abuse

Research on post-traumatic growth and resilience shows that many survivors develop strength, meaning, relational depth, and psychological growth alongside their healing. Studies on post-traumatic growth describe increased personal strength, deeper relationships, and a renewed sense of purpose emerging through the process of integrating trauma.

Neuroplasticity and trauma recovery

Neuroscience further supports this possibility. The brain remains plastic throughout life — a concept known as neuroplasticity. Trauma can shape neural pathways associated with fear, hypervigilance, and shame, particularly in regions such as the amygdala, hippocampus, and prefrontal cortex. But those pathways are not fixed.

With consistent relational safety, somatic regulation, and trauma-informed therapeutic approaches, the brain can reorganize. Emotional regulation can improve. Implicit memories can integrate. A renewed sense of safety can become embodied rather than imagined.

Healing does not erase what happened. But the nervous system can learn that the danger is no longer present.

What healing from childhood sexual abuse actually looked like

Healing wasn’t a straight line for me but about building a gradual foundation, layer by layer. Here are the elements:

A trauma-informed foundation

A trauma-informed container is the non-negotiable foundation. The reality is that those practitioners, independent of their profession, who worked for me used trauma-informed practice. They built inner safety and discussed boundaries and assertiveness. They were not a blank slate. They prioritized the relationship with me and how they look at me. They saw my potential, not my limitations. This was the ground everything else stood on.

The dimensions of healing were interwoven, just to give you the pillars:

Somatic work

Somatic work was all about reconnecting with the body, learning to feel and name sensations, and rebuilding presence in physical experience. I used art to express what cannot be expressed with words.

Parts work

Parts work therapy (including inner child work) helped me meet the younger parts that carried the wounds and build an internal relationship with them, giving them what they needed and never received.

Systemic approach respecting influences from society

Systemic constellations were about looking at the sexual violence within the family system and social systems, as well as stigma. It allowed me to process deep emotions and work with internalized stigma.

EMDR and processing traumatic memories

EMDR was the final step in processing memories on specific topics. I would have tried it earlier but I did not know that it existed. At this stage, it was easy because I had already built body awareness with systemic and somatic work so it was straight forward.

Why trauma recovery isn’t linear

My healing journey wasn’t linear. Life may happen despite it. While any form of trauma recovery needs to reconnect body, mind and emotions, each one of us will have their unique recovery journey. The elements were interdependent and built on each other. This healing journey guided the modalities I chose to train in and the way I work with clients today.

I’ve witnessed transformation in my clients, too. People who arrived carrying years of harm, self-doubts, silence and disbelief — from their families, from systems, sometimes from previous therapists — and who, with the right support and enough time, found their way to something that actually felt like freedom.

Finding trauma-Informed support that believes healing is possible

If you are navigating what it means to heal while your family protects the person who hurt you, you are not confused. You are not too sensitive. The loss of that relationship, the betrayal of not being believed, or the grief of what that relationship cannot be, the loss of faith in humanity is a real and legitimate wound alongside everything else.

If you have been dismissed by a professional, told that your experience is impossible, unprovable, or too much, you deserve someone who starts from a different place entirely.

The work I do with survivors is grounded in the Integrative Trauma Recovery Model™, a trauma-informed approach that integrates somatic approaches, parts work and EMDR. The pacing is adjusted to your needs.

And it begins from the conviction — not the hope, the conviction — that healing is possible. I am not saying it’s easy or how long it might take. My healing may look different than yours. But I know it is possible.

If this resonates with you and you’re looking for trauma-informed support grounded in the conviction that healing is possible, explore trauma counselling or childhood trauma coaching for adults.

You might also find helpful

• Healing Relational Trauma — What Nobody Tells You (podcast)
• Adults with Childhood Trauma: How to Heal and Reclaim Your Life
• Powerful Healing: Understanding Childhood Trauma Triggers in Adulthood (podcast)
• What Is Retraumatization? Expert Guide to Triggers, Healing, and Recovery After Sexual Assault

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